Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I was checking my email, something I'm not very diligent about and what do I discover? My trainer's appt. is this morning at 9am. In a way I am glad, there wasn't any time to be really scared, though I was very nervous. Well, it wasn't too bad. He did make me sweat, but just a little. I didn't have to stop and say I can't do that, which was one of my biggest fears. He was kind and soft spoken and not like a drill instructor.
I have never belonged to a gym before and never, ever even thought of having a trainer. I signed up for some extra hours so at least I know I can pay this month, lol. It's 10:15 and 72 degrees on it's way up to the low 80's. The sun is shining, of course. I picked a few oranges and made some fresh juice this morning, it was sweet and delicious. Either today or tomorrow I will try and take some pictures. The hematologist called and wants my coumadin increased. To the level my family doctor just decreased it from because that made me dangerously high. Sigh. They make me crazy. I'm not sure which is worse, to be low and at risk for clots or too high and at risk for internal hemorrhaging. Fooey on them both. If I get another clot, I will be on lovonox for life. All my doctors are agreed on that. They would all prefer I be on it again now and stay on it for life. I so do not want that.
I was going to toss the draw full of lovonox syringes I have, but they cost so much, over $4000.00 for a 30 day supply, I just couldn't do it.

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